Trauma and Transcendence

Trauma has a relation to Transcendence(from the environment) for not fitting as the Self or the environment. Mindblowing! But I think its not possible to self-traumatise to achieve transcendence because the very act would be part of the scenery of the environment and the work on self, but transcendence is possible as a work on the Other and how does trauma now fit in? ...as a ground and i feel that analysis (that may appear as a mystery to those who do not engage in it ) is the work that releases from Trauma (but it is a necessary Trauma) to exit the landscape and enter another territory.