Cycle of transcendences and absolute transcendence

 From this particular transcendence I could deduce an absolute transcendence -- first a constant journey of trauma - transcendence from the environment - trauma and the next environment and so on eludes the person with it's viscous circle from the absolute transcendence but when one is awakening or awakened to this condition experiences a frustration from this routine one could escape it all unless he comes to enjoy the succession of transcendences. 

At one point I arrived at a paradox - the secession of transcendances being the absolute transcendence it simultaneously becomes the source of all environments without trauma and to navigate such a place we need trauma again and therefore new transcendences. So in reality this goal is unattainable as long as there is progress but it may serve a function  as an useful ideal.

Trauma and Transcendence

Trauma has a relation to Transcendence(from the environment) for not fitting as the Self or the environment. Mindblowing! But I think its not possible to self-traumatise to achieve transcendence because the very act would be part of the scenery of the environment and the work on self, but transcendence is possible as a work on the Other and how does trauma now fit in? ...as a ground and i feel that analysis (that may appear as a mystery to those who do not engage in it ) is the work that releases from Trauma (but it is a necessary Trauma) to exit the landscape and enter another territory.

Demonisation of the Enemy

I see the Devil and I do not see a personifcation but rather a  real group seeking my demise in this very world. It is also the Id that in myself seeks joy to the compromisation of my life. The enemy does everything to destroy me and it is my choice to see it as a demon. The enemy is a totality of all aims, methods and scenes involved in this destruction.
Enemy in the title is in its other word Satan.

And this is a beachhead between myself and the enemy, in this i have an innate demon also within myself.

So I only see a way out of this process of demonisation by not making an opposition in any traditional way.
Because demonisation of the enemy has in such a framework also a demonisation of the Self.